Say Hello To October!

                                                     I am going to say goodbye to september and say hello to october....
                                                            Starting my engine now to achieve more and more success..                                                                                                                                                                                   
                                                                                  Fight!!!FIGHT!!!!FIGHT!!!!

Headeche Again!!!

Oh,my GOD!!!feeling brain wanna to break down and become crazy bcoz of too many assignment need to finish...really need to manage my time wisely otherwise I will need to become panda `s eye bcoz doing it at the eleventh o`clock...pls hhelp me..I hate assignments...@#$%^&&*(@#%%^....u noe wat I mean....

Lets us go ALOR SETAR!!!!!!

Today, 17th of september, we went to Alor setar again......Early in the morning, I wake up and get myself ready for my new destination------->Star Parade....haha.....Enjoy very much over there....And I spent out of my bajet....It RM1000++...make myself also unbeliveable...need to become pengemis for the day after...I bought a lot of stuffs and materials for my subjek pendidikan seni...Anyway, I really feel freedom and release stress....I wanna to enjoy my life...yeah...

Lets the picture say everythings

The exterior of Star Parade

The interior of Star Parade

Mcdonald in the ground lever

Become pengemis at Popular Bookstore

Bought many stuffs at here




Last but not least, I can`t get a cab to go back home...what a funny evidence happen...feeling nervous at that time and keep praying and praying so that I can safely reach my room...Finally really happen as I wished....hahahaha............cheh,make me nervous leh...

Hymn : My will is weak,my strength is frail

1. My will is weak, my strength is frail,
   And all my hope is nearly gone;
   I can but trust Thy working true
   To gently hold and lead me on.
2. I've tried my best, but still have failed,
   E'en as before I've failed and erred;
   Thy patience is my only trust
   To hold and keep me to Thy word.
3. Whene'er my heart is lifted up,
   How very near I am to fall;
   I dare not do, I dare not think,
   I need Thyself in great or small.
4. Thou art my Savior, strength and stay,
   O Lord, I come to seek Thy face;
   Though I'm the weakest of the weak,
   My strength is nothing but Thy grace.

I feeling weak as my assignment is non complete as the limited time and resource.I dun noe how to facing the people with all wearing mask in their life.Sometime I feel hopeless and annoying as I did not get a guide line for me and feeling lost in a huge jungle.No way out and can`t see the light like living in the darkness. All things I try and try  to get the best out of best but whenever I put harder work, it did not came back with a great success. All is my sin and my unable to do,I noe that I can`t do anything without him. Him will protect me from any bad things.As long as I love him from my deepest heart,everything will be alright.Please believe in this word because him word is powerful and forever.

下雨的季节

滴滴哒哒。。滴滴的下雨了！
每个人对着外面发呆，想想往事，没有任何烦恼，又轻松又舒适。。
我喜欢下着雨的天，因为它让我以为世界是美好的。
我完全散发我的天然，完全没了压力，完全私奔了我的感情。。
吃醋，
羡慕，
嫉妒，甚至忌恨，这些是你教会我的，但是你比我还恨与爱。。
我真不明白，如果你对你自己和生命坚持点，那场悲剧就不会发生了。。
我真希望你还在我的身旁，我还需要你的存在，你的手紧紧握着我的手，请你不要再玩了，可以吗？我很累了。。。
无奈，无助，我已经伤痕累累了。。。

遗忘的感情

那一年，你对我说你的未来不是梦，但是曾几何时一切都变了。。。。
那一个月，你不说而离去，渐渐的，你的脸颊和声音已经变得摸糊。。。
我也已经忘了关于你的记忆与回忆。。。


如果，你还在，这世界会更美好！
那只是我的幻想，我的自私，我的盼望，和我的无力。。。


你常常付出却不受回报，就像天使一样。。
有人甚至有一种想要替代你的位子，我想你还是会做出同样的决定。。
你就是这样，所以老天才会嫉妒你。。


其实是我的错误。。
我无法抗议，
无能为力，
无路可退，
无法自拔。


你可以原谅我吗？